Fuckin’ bucketlist

1. kiss a girl
2. own a hedge hog
3. smoke out of a bong
4. be someone’s first kiss
5. be someones first girlfriend
6. ride the King Da Ka.
7. visit my dad
8. have a relationship for more than 4 months
9. meet Donald Glover
10. get a matching tattoo with my bestfriend
11. own a VW
12. stretch back to a 3/4ths
13. do shrooms
14. get high with my significant other.
15. live with friends
16. volunteer at Sarah’s House.
17. have a sleepover with Alani
18. go to Italy
19. crowd surf
20. go to warped tour
21. work at a haunted house
22. do molly
23. lose my fucking virginity
24. own a Nikon
25. lose 40 pounds
26. learn how to do eye makeup
27. talk to my first love
28. go to Towson university
29. ghost hunt at the Westin
30. road trip
31. go to Warped tour
32. get suspended
33. feel comfortable in my own body
34. have $1,000 in my bank account
35. go out on a date
36. get over Austin.
37. stay up 2 days straight
38. get over my fear of taking orders for drivethru
39. reach 500 followers
40. party like a fucking rockstar.
41.  get a tattoo
42. see the Book Of Mormon play
43. grow my hair out
44. don’t dye my hair for a year 
45. go to disney world.
46. get a job  
47. go to a Colts game
48. go black friday shopping 
49. open a bakery
50. get my nose pierced
51. get a piercing without my parents knowing 
52. meet Jeremy McKinnon
53. go to every 6 flags. 
54. Kiss a boy from each horoscope
55. Do ecstasy
56. do acid 
57. be without meds and be happy for at least 6 months.
58. compliment every person I see at least once. 

i lost my weed, holy fuckkkk. it’s somewhere in the house. fml. the last i remember it was in my pocket…
I really found a perfect match for myself. but he barely knows i exist.
so i want to be treated like a fucking princess. I just dont want to be blown off all the time. I want someone that makes time for me, and isn’t just there when it’s convenient for them. I want a relationship. but I want to be treated well. If i have a job, so should you. stop being a bum, and do something. come on now. I need someone equal to me.
I’m fucking miserable. I miss Nate. ugh.
not letting my manager out of my sight, what.
Awkwardly chilling in my work for an hour until my shift… lol. I don’t have a life. I am either going to see ted, high as a fucking kite, or sleeping all fucking day. thank goodness I look decent right now. leftover makeup and natural hair… i am so fucking weird, i was sitting here making gifs earlier…
I might go get my nails done tomorrow. I don’t know yet.
I’m just gonna listen to TWY until I die, ok.
I have really random rants. but it’s 4 am and theres only two hours til I leave for work. I’m just working on my blog until 5, I guess. then i’m gonna get ready for work since Amy’s taking me. she’s gotta be there at 6. and I have nothing better to do, so i’m just gonna go up at 6 and bring my laptop and do ‘school work’ aka sit on tumblr for 2 hours with frappe’s and shit. then i’m hopefully gonna cash my check and go to the movies. I’m in the weirdest mood ever I feel like no matter what I do today, I wont be contempt. but, my baby comes back on sunday and I get to see him on monday I’m so happy, omg.
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